I'll always remember, It was late afternoon, It lasted forever, And ended so soon.

You were all by yourself, Staring up at a ...... ( i forgot the words) sky, I was changed.

In places no one will find, All your feelings so deep inside, Was there that i realized, That forever was in your eyes, The moment i saw you cry....

Sorry it's a really cute song. i didnt go to school again today....i didnt go last monday either...i dont know what's gotten into me...i mean my grades are all dropping, i've had the worst attendance ever, our whole group is gonna split up next year cuz of stupid IA and Country Day and Cranbrook and like people moving places, problems between my 6 best friends, and ughhhhhhh so much more. Anyways, Reham's not going to grad at all so now i have no one to dance with except maybe Sherry or Tina or .......on thursday, Ze, Reham, Monu, Amaal, Rana, and Nash came over....we went outside and i saw Lindsey and Sora by Aima's house so i went over to see them.....Aima's little sister was like chasing Sora and Lindsey around and they were like running away as if she was gonna eat them  so that was funny....Rana saw Kento playing bball outside so she went along to annoy him....then we went to Monu's house to watch "Underclassmen" and "The Man" since she has a kickass home theater-ish thing....everyone hated both movies...i thought they were okay.....saturday, i was stuck with some 2rd-7thgraders watching the Nickelodeon Kids Choice Awards.....it all sucked until Adam Sandler came on....i love him haha jk..then John Heder was there too...funny guy ...i guess it was okay...i went to birthday party yesterday...yeah it was pretty fun...i was like teaching people how to dance to that one "Yeah"  Usher remix....so that was cool.......

soo the Eid party was soo awesome!! i mean at first it was all boring like blah and we kept getting kicked out of everywhere by this one mean uncle even though we set the tables and stuff( oh yeah we were mad and told our dad after and he went and complained to the main organizer about it and they said they would never let him participate again...lol)but then tithi came so i was happy!! lol she is officially my bosom-friend....haha  LMAO stupid guys in Bangladesh...jeesh!! okay anyways the Imam was there so this one uncle passed out questions to the kids to ask to the imam and they were really stupid questions like " is eid a harvest?" no Eid is not Thanksgiving! God! okay and all these people came like wearing really bad revealing clothes. I mean what were they thinking ?!?! it's a Muslim holiday so dress like one!!! okay anyways so Fariha had to ask the harvest question, but since i saw what the people were wearing, i changed her question and told her to ask "what is the proper attire for muslim men and women?" then the uncle who first gave out the question's daughter went and told the uncle and he just took the questions away from Fariha...ugh rochester BRATS! lol sorry...and then the pizza was nasty and oily and ruined my appetite along with tithi and ismat, so we decided to go eat Biryani and stuff. the waiters wouldn't give us food even after 30 mins of waiting so we kept calling them and annoying them to give us food. then there leader waiter came out and said we couldnt have any cuz the food was for the parents and pizza was for kids...which got us mad...and then Nahid got a little annoyed at the dirty plates in front of her and was like " get this junk off our table and give us some food!" lol then we told anwar uncle and he told the guys to give us food..lol. then we finally got some food and ate a lot! then this one Singer guy started singing like Kaho no Pyar hain and Chaiyya Chaiyya, so like me, tithi, and ismat got in the mood and started dancing and singing and everyone was staring at us...lol thank god it was dark. these people even took pics of us!! lol then we just kept on going inside and outside of the school because it was too hot inside and too cold outside...and thenwe looked around the booths and stuff..i found this really hott black and silver sari for 179 bucks but my dad wouldnt buy it...lol...duh!! and anyways, we all decided to wear saris next eid party...oh yeah i already picked my top 3 choices ...they are- black and red, or dark blue and dark purple, or off-white and light purple and light blue...tell me which one sounds the best because they are all GORGEOUS!! lol

umm okay yesterday I had an overload of mixed emotions. I went to school all happy. Then for gym, we had an assignment for like  a week that we have to make up a dance routine and oooo lucky me i got stuck with the people that are stuck up like WOAH!!! thank God i had Monu. so the whole routine went like a dance with all six of us. then the four of them ( Nina, Maddie, Kate, and Leah)dance while me and  Monu do a jump rope routine, then me and her go up and dance for 30 seconds to Dhoom and Sharara, then all 6 of us dance together and lastly we strike a pose. anyways so we practiced and pretty much had the routine together and the music. then all of a sudden everyone starts watching when it's mine and monu's turn to dance. they all loved it!! well anyways, that made nina really mad cuz she actually took dance lessons for 8 years and no one complimented her and me and monu made up the dance in a week and they all love it. so then Nina, Kate, and Maddie started saying that we couldn't use our music or do our dance. That like pissed me off like never before. Leah was being really nice and not saying anything at all...and then we all got into this huge fight ...the sub. teacher sided with us along with most of the rest of the class. then Maddie started crying...what a stupid butt! sorry im still kinda mad. then nina and friends started saying that we don't know how to dance and that she doesnt like our Hindu crap. What B*TCHES!!! that made me even madder cuz i know for a fact that we dance better than her and I AM NOT HINDU! UGH!!! that made me soooo mad. and then i was gonna slap her but Merium, Mary, Cassie, and Adrianne, all sweethearts , told them that it wasn't fair to cut out our music and not let us dance. and you know what that fatty NINa did? she pushed all of them!! like into the wall!!! and monu got pissed cuz she took like 2 hours to put the cd together. and UGH it WAS a HUGE FIGHT! anyways i was mad and yelling at some people after gym, which i felt really bad after and said i was sorry....lol...but then i went home and my dad said we were going to Cedarland....WHOOPPEEE!!! so yeah it was thundering and lightening and we went out to eat.me and my sis had iced cuppucinos ...and Lord knows i will never have those again. I got soooo high ...i mean when we went outside , we started running in the rain. the stupid butt i am . i was wearing a frikin skirt...lol.anyways, i got in the car and me and my sis started laughing so hard, especially me, that my parent's got really worried..lol...and then my high went down and i had a really low you know?, yeah i didnt move for 30 minutes. then i went to K-mart to buy a disposable camera for fridays field trip where i saw George and i found out his dad was white?!?! lol who would've ever known. i thought he was Arabic...lol....then today, we had another argument for ten minutes and came to a decsision that we would do the dance without music...lol how stupid is that?!?!...i was soo sick of arguing, i didnt care anymore....and ph yeah, today and tomorrow was/will is/be halfdays...YAY..okay im done